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Friday, October 1, 2010

My Third Little Angel

I thought of you and closed my eyes,
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother,
And I know I heard him say:
A mother has a baby,
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother,
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can He replied,
With confidence in His voice
I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today,
If you could see your child smile
With other children who say:
I went to earth and learned the lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My mommy set me free.
I miss my mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
"Mommy don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here."
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are here in My home,
They'll be at heavens gate for you.
So now you see what makes a mother.
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize you are a mother,
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day,
And you'll know that you're the best one!

5 comments:

Robin said...

I couldn't read this without shedding tears, Robin. It's beautiful. Did you write it?

Robin said...

Sorry for the tears...I wrote most of it...The inspiration came from part of an anonymous quote I found for grieving and miscarriages.

Rachel F. said...

Oh Robin...I'm in tears. I am heartbroken for you my dear friend. I miss seeing you. I know that no amounts of words can take away the pain, dear friend, heal and let Him heal you. If there is anything I can do, just call.

Unknown said...

monin. you are one of the strongest women i've ever met. you are my forever friend. you inspire me, encourage me and constantly amuse me. you have this incredible ability to express yourself so fully and i can't help but admire you for that. you're amazing. i just LOVE this. and you. That's all.

Still Life With Coffee said...

Robin... you are such a beautiful person. Thanks for being such an open and honest post writer. <3