Real Thoughts

My real (yet sparatic) thoughts for the day...

It would be so nice to have a teaching job in the fall.
Thank goodness I can sub if I don't get a full time job.
When are we going to be able to have our own family?
This scares me.
I'm thankful for my friends.
Yesterday was a nice day with friends.
We are broke.
Thank God we have each other.
Thank God we really don't go without.
I'm worried about my brother.
I'm worried about my dear friend's baby...I know it's going to be healthy, but I still worry because I love her and don't want her to go through what I've gone through...Only a couple more weeks until the "safe zone".
I'm thankful for my pastor and his wife. They are nice people.
I wish it was sunny today....maybe that would not make me feel so gloomy.
CRAP! I only have 6 days until my next triathlon! Must train today! This is exciting!
I love my nieces and nephews....they help with the void in my life of not having my own.
My stress is hard to control...my hands, arms, neck and shoulder hurt....oh, lupus, you are not my friend.
I'm sleepy.
I think I will take a rest....maybe watch a movie and snack on popcorn.
I just want September to get here so I can know if I will be teaching or not.
Looking forward to Labor Day...excited to see my friend get married.

Hope everyone I know and love is having a good day.