"If you are a dreamer come in. If you are a dreamer, a wisher, a liar. A hoper a pray-er a magic-bean-buyer. If you're a pretender come sit by my fire. For we have some flax golden tales to spin. Come in! Come in!" -Shel Silverstein
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Random Thoughts for the Day
I'm thankful for an amazing, loving and generous husband.
Excited to see family over Christmas.
I'm always eager to make peanut butter balls, but...
Praying for dear friends who are struggling right now...you are loved.
The sun is shining and that is glorious!
I must read.
Love Christmas music.
Thankful for girlfriends.
I enjoy hot tea and crosswords in the mornings.
Unsure about my new hair cut...might end up chopping it all off now.
Did I mention I'm excited to see family? I really can't wait, but I have to.
Super excited to see friends I haven't seen in a long time...especially friends from college and camp.
Love hearing others say Merry Christmas.
It's a wonderful day today. Sending love to family and friends.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Christmas Cheer
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Taking the Time...
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Thanksgiving in Oregon
Mid-Way Stop...
Oregon Coast
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Nut Shell
Prepping and teaching and scrambling to get everything in by Winter Break.
Small Tri Delta get together with friends from college (what a great visit).
Thanksgiving trip to Oregon.
Much needed visit with family.
Two day drive up the Oregon Coast.
Last minute planning and preparation for Outdoor Ed. trip to Canada with my 6th graders.
Christmas shopping and Christmas music being played constantly (I LOVE Christmas).
Continious Survivor gatherings on Thursday (I look forward to this every week)!
Making pico de gallo with 22 6th graders...learning about Mexcio's culture.
Final check on items packed for week long trip to Canada with 6th graders.
Looking forward to bus departure to Canada at 6:45 a.m. on Monday with approx. 80 kids.
Enjoying the glorious sunshine-winter days in Kirkland.
Girls night out with friends from church...I highly recommend The Christmas Carol in 3-D!
Woke up this morning with a head cold...hoping it goes away by Monday. (Come on netty-pot...work your magic!)
Thankful for my husband who is doing laundry because my head weighs a ton. I love him.
Good day to all. Love.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Thank You, God
Monday, November 23, 2009
Politically Correct
I've witnessed my first round of parent-teacher conferneces and going into the conferences I was excited, nervous and purely anxious to see deeper into the roots of where my students have come from. I enjoy having that open communication with the parents, but honestly with today's society it's down right challenging for me to have that continious open communication...and then when all is not going as I would like it to...I want to scream at parents. In my perfect little world, my little bubble, it would be outstanding if every student could go home to "Mrs. Cleaver" with an apron on, homemade cookies fresh from the oven and a glass of milk sitting on the table for snack, and an eager mom ready to sit down with their son/daughter to help them with homework. Then once homework is finished, my students could go play softball in the streets, build forts in the neighborhood forest nearby, and ride bikes off sweet jumps. Shortly "Mr. Cleaver" comes home from work, hugs "Mrs. Cleaver" and the entire family sits down at the table for dinner. Oh-wait. My bubble has been popped.
What has happened to the value of family, the value of relationships, and the value of our education? (Oh my goodness, these could all be three separate posts where I would open-mouth-insert-foot.) Who cares if so-and-so is skilled at soccer, into theater, shopping at Abercrombie and has an I-phone (Seriously? A 12 year old does not need an I-phone!). Seriously, we don't need to be keeping up with the Joneses, unless they are like the Cleavers, of course. What about reading, writing and math? What about family time? What about a sit-down-family dinner? What about making sure your child is successful in their education? Have parents checked to see if homework is finished? I can't tell a parent that their child is failing because it's their fault. Oh how I would love to, but I can't do it. That's not being "politically correct", or shall I say "political". However, OF COURSE it will be my fault when a student is failing, but if only parents could see that I can't make a student successful all by myself. Due to the pressures of society, as a teacher I HAVE to have that support at home. I can't do it alone.
More than anything I want ALL my students to be successful. I want all my students to understand that it's okay to fail and learn from their mistakes. I yearn for my students to see achievement in their own works. I want honest and valuable support from students' home life. I want to wave my wand and make all my students' worries go away so they can be great students and have fun being kids (because they don't know how to anymore). I would love for parents to slow down, take a step back and just take that extra time to spend with their kids (preferably not in front of a t.v. or game console of some sort).
Like I said, my bubble has been popped. I have entered into a profession where I have to be politically correct. I enjoy the challenges and rewards of conferences (even though they are emotionally exhausting) and I will continue to strive to be the best teacher that I can be.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Classroom...Just Kidding
On another note...I'm tired. I feel wiped and my "hmph" is gone. Grades are due in a week and I feel behind. The only thing that gets me through my teaching day are my 6th graders. They are lovely. Although today I wanted to strangle a couple of them...all with love of course...and maybe duct tape.
Note to self: 6th graders can't handle sitting next to their close friends. They just want to socialize and hang out and not pay attention and interupt their teacher...not meaning to though. Sometimes it's so hard to be or get mad at them.
Monday, October 19, 2009
A True 6th Grader
I need to start writing down the things that my students say and do because honestly, not only does it make me love even more what I get to do every day, but it snaps me into reality of how pure, innocent, and naive my students are to our cruel world. It also makes me realize how much they need me, just as much as I need them, to get through the day to day happenings; including life situations that seem unfair for a 6th grader, an 11 year old. Here are just a few happenings/sayings in my daily life as a 6th grade teacher...
- First day of school, "So, you're my 6th grade teacher? (Being looked up and down) Are you old enough?"
- (Second week of school) As the students were working quietly at their desks, I popped into the room next door to grab something off the printer. When I reentered the room they all started clapping. I was appreciative and quickly instructed them to get back to work. Apparently I had done something right in just a few days.
- In reading aloud Danny the Champion of the World by Roald Dahl (great book by the way), there was a scene where Danny's dad cocked the rifle back to shoot at a pheasant. Not expecting it, the students started laughing when I said "cock". What is going to happen when I have to teach a bit of sex ed.?
- Two boys came overly excited into class on a Monday. They were eager to share and show me their new purchases from the weekend. I was a bit nervous, and then suddenly both of them wipped out a stick of deoderant. I laughed so hard and my nervousness moved to thankfulness.
- One morning a student got dropped off an hour and a half before school started. She was crying, so without question I opened the door to let her in. She proceeded to share with me that her mom and her mom's fiance got into a big fight the night before and her mom woke her up in the middle of the night to sleep on the floor of her bedroom. Then she had to get dropped off so early for school because her mom and the fiance were still fighting and they didn't want to be around each other....mom just went to work. My student was afraid because she couldn't figure out how to solve their problem so her mom wouldn't call off the wedding. (Wow...talk about a gut wrencher.)
- A mom came in to talk to me about the worries her daughter had about being gone for our week over-night trip to Canada. The jist of the story is, mom is a recovering breast cancer patient and when my student was gone a year ago for an extended period of time visiting family, she returned to mom being in the hospital due to an infection. My student is worried that if she is gone for a week at our outdoor ed program, when she returns she won't have a mom anymore...even through her mom is clear and free of cancer. (Seriously? The worries of a 6th grader are unfair. They're only 11.)
- An unexpected student and her mom came into my classroom one morning because the student, while at her dad's house the night before, made me a "muffin-cake" to show me she was sorry for a recent loss. For all that don't know what a "muffin-cake" is, it's a Jiffy blueberry muffin mix baked in the bottom of a throw-away-tin pie pan. It's actually brilliant because it was as if I had received one big muffin top...and everyone knows that's the best part of every muffin.
- Okay a funny one...I have a couple of boys that are beginning to notice girls. One of them brought in a brand new white, trendy hat. He informed me very nervously and all in one breath that "He got the hat because girls like hats and he likes a girl and he's hoping that if he wears the hat then the girl will like him." (Oh dear, he has so much to learn.)
- Direct quote, "I thought the sub was...well...I guess just okay, but it's really hard to compare to Mrs. MacDonald because I like her a lot." (*tear* I like them too.)
- My favorite description of a 6th grader...Sixth graders are like first graders in a big kid body.
I look forward to sharing more thoughts/happenings/sayings of my 6th grade teaching adventures.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
6th Grade Teacher Shoes
My "dream classroom" is nowhere near to what I am doing right now because I feel I am barely staying afloat with the demands of the basic curriculum. I have so many (what I think) oustanding ideas that I would love to implement in my class, but I feel like I just don't have the time. However, I do have two things that are a part of our daily routine, morning meeting and current events, that I absolutely love. Our morning meeting is very simple (thanks to my Kirk 2nd grade team) yet it has brought a tremendous amount of community into the classroom. Not to mention I love seeing the kids get excited about our little gathering. We all gather in a circle, a fairly small one at that, and passed around the circle is a purple, squishy ball-like-thing that lights up when dropped, hit, bounced, etc. It's rather fun to play with. So, the student with the ball is the only student that can talk. The first time around the circle the student has to compliment another student. This, a suprise to me, is a very difficult task for a 6th grader. The student that receives a compliment must respond with a simple, "thank you". I love seeing the look on a student's face when they receive a compliment. It's almost as if they are in disbelief of how outstanding or liked they really are. Then the second time around the cirlce (ball passed the opposite direction), whoever started the meeting asks a question and everyone else must answer using only one sentence. I have some chatty ones that could go on and on forever. This has been a great insight to who my students really are, what they like, how passionate they are, what they don't like, challenges they face, etc. This 10 minute gathering is really quite powerful and I am in "awe" by it.
Second, current events. This is one of the few memories I have from 6th grade. Each student is assigned to a day of the week (about 4-5 per day). On their current event day they are to present a current event of interest to them, where the resource is no more than two days old. As they present from the front of the class, not only do they share the basics (who, what, where, when and why), but they also have to talk about how the article affects them and/or why they chose that particular subject to present. It's been quite fascinating the topics chosen and has definitely kept all of us up to date on what's going on in the world.
As time moves on I can only imagine that I will feel more comfortable and begin to fit into the teacher shoes I am supposed to be wearing. Until then, I trip on my shoe laces, get knots in them or my tongue is just stuck sideways and feels a bit uncomfortable. One thing I know for sure, I have found what I am supposed to be doing, teaching where I am supposed to be teaching and working with a group of students that will forever leave an imprint in my life.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Trip to California...Kind of
Early the next morning we packed up and headed into Crescent City where we found a couple of docks filled with sea lions and seals. They were hilarious to watch. Nearby were a couple of fishermen cleaning their morning catch so the animals were really active.
Finally, our one and only glimpse of the Napa Valley wineries. On our way home we got stuck in construction and were able to capture one picuture of a winery. The winery was absolutely gorgeous, evenly raked and not a leaf on the ground in sight. I believe this was the Kenwood Winery. We hope to make a trip down there again...hopefully with Danny and Becky.
Monday, September 7, 2009
God is Good
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Desire
In the meantime, I've tried to channel my "slump" to other areas of my life...or rather, get rid of the negativity that I feel towards everything lately. Therefore, I began training...for a triathlon. In May I participated in my first sprint triathlon and became totally hooked. Throughout the summer I have diligently trained for my second sprint triathlon that I competed in this past weekend. This sprint triathlon consisted of a 1/2 mile swim, 12 mile bike ride and 3.1 mile run. I surprised myself and beat my last time by about 12 minutes. It's hard to compare the two triathlons because the swim was shorter and the bike a couple miles longer; however, my "enginerd" husband was able to compute that my time was about 12 minutes less.
I'm competing in my third triathlon in 5 weeks here in Kirkland. The distance for this sprint-tri is 1/4 mile swim, 12 mile bike ride, and 3.1 mile run. I enjoy biking and running, but I am an AWFUL swimmer. This is the area that really slows me down. I feel if I could improve on my swimming I could be more competitive for my age group. Hmmm...maybe swim lessons will be in my near future. Until then, my goal for this next triathlon is to complete the 1/4 mile swim in 8 minutes, bike 12 miles in 45 minutes and run 3.1 miles in 27 minutes. I also need to shorten my transition time from the swim to bike by a couple minutes and maintain the transition time from bike to run at a minute or less. Totally do-able...I have 4 1/2 weeks left....I better get to swimming, biking and running!
Monday, August 10, 2009
Real Thoughts
It would be so nice to have a teaching job in the fall.
Thank goodness I can sub if I don't get a full time job.
When are we going to be able to have our own family?
This scares me.
I'm thankful for my friends.
Yesterday was a nice day with friends.
We are broke.
Thank God we have each other.
Thank God we really don't go without.
I'm worried about my brother.
I'm worried about my dear friend's baby...I know it's going to be healthy, but I still worry because I love her and don't want her to go through what I've gone through...Only a couple more weeks until the "safe zone".
I'm thankful for my pastor and his wife. They are nice people.
I wish it was sunny today....maybe that would not make me feel so gloomy.
CRAP! I only have 6 days until my next triathlon! Must train today! This is exciting!
I love my nieces and nephews....they help with the void in my life of not having my own.
My stress is hard to control...my hands, arms, neck and shoulder hurt....oh, lupus, you are not my friend.
I'm sleepy.
I think I will take a rest....maybe watch a movie and snack on popcorn.
I just want September to get here so I can know if I will be teaching or not.
Looking forward to Labor Day...excited to see my friend get married.
Hope everyone I know and love is having a good day.
Monday, July 20, 2009
4th of July in Idaho
Friday, July 10, 2009
Family Reunion
It's not too often that all three of us are together. I miss my brothers a lot.
My grandparents mean the world to me. I wish we saw them more often.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Hurts So Good
Monday, June 22, 2009
Fishing Trip in Alaska
The picture is of Chad's catch...of the trip, which was thrown back.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Do You Know Where God Is?
If only it was this simple. If only everyone could believe in God. I absolutely adore the innocence and purity of children. This little scenario definitely made my day.
Monday, June 1, 2009
I'm A Tri-Athlete?
By definition I am a tri-athlete. I partook in a race that had three parts--swimming, biking, running--and successfully completed the event. However, I don't really feel like a tri-athlete. When I think of a tri-athlete, I think of someone who is in prime shape, almost to the point of being an olympian, if not already one. This is not me. Although, at the race I realized that tri-athletes come in all shapes and sizes. The race was very difficult, but the training, the challenge, and the competitive and fun-filled atmosphere of the race was awesome!
Do I want to do another one? Yes. I'm hooked. My time was 1:56:26--much longer than I expected; although, I'm hoping my lengthy time was due in part because of the unfamiliarity of a triathlon and because I was sick and had troubles breathing. My goal for the next event is to cut 25 minutes off my time.
Chad took many great pics, of which I have only included one. More photos can be viewed at the following link: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=84349&id=583296818&l=55e860bc49
Memorial Camping at Rasar
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Highlights of the Day
Ate breakfast...vanilla bean yogurt with almonds, and a green tea.
Applied to 3 different districts for next year.
Visited Peter Kirk.
Hugged by my students...i miss and love them.
Went to Heather's...she's a cool chica I like.
Saw my Molls....I like her too.
Planned the menu for our camping trip.
Couldn't get enough of Holland, Kingston, Aidan, and Delia.
Snuggles with Delia.
Drawings with Kingston.
Spelling with Holland.
Hugs and kisses from Aidan.
Went to Peter Kirk again (received a very nice recommendation leter from a "teammate").
Tried on ALL my clothes in my closet (except the wedding dress).
Bagged many things for Value Village and Hope Link.
Intense tri-training with Danielle...she's a tough chica.
Drank/choked on chlorine water...(I don't recommend it).
Extremely hot shower.
Green curry dinner.
Hugs and kisses from Chad.
Day is done.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Group shot!