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Sunday, April 17, 2011

Peace of Mind

I've sat and tried to explain what the lyrics to this song mean to me, but I just can't.  They lyrics can speak for themselves. 

"Peace Of Mind"
Mindy Smith

I need peace of mind
And a hopeful heart
To lose this rage
And move out of the dark
I ain't looking for rainbows
Or shooting stars
Just some peace of mind
And a hopeful heart

I need a peace of mind
And a lullaby
Cause theres an angry voice
In my head tonight
Tellin' me to do things
That can't be right
I need peace of mind
And a lullaby

And a miracle
For this broken soul
A little miracle
For this broken soul

I need peace of mind
And gentle hand
As I try to change
The way I am
And God forgives me
When I can't
I need peace of mind
And a gentle hand

Or a miracle
For this broken soul
A little miracle
For this broken soul
I need peace of mind
And a hopeful heart

Happy Thoughts

When I get upset, angry or maybe even disappointed with the world...or life...I should think happy thoughts.  Happy thoughts like these...
...a loving husband, 

great friends,  

a wonderful family 

and baseball season (even if my home town team is the M's).

There are many other things
that make me happy,
but for now
I will stick with these.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Online Reading Journals...and Maybe A Small Rant

I love seeing how my students respond to what they are reading.  Whether it be a novel I am reading aloud in class or something of their choice, I thoroughly enjoy hearing their opinions, and more or less, innocent views of our world.  I used to carry stacks of reading journals (lab notebooks, the kind without spirals) to and from home and respond to my students' journal entries.  However, I couldn't keep up...I didn't feel like I could constructively respond to their reflections to what they were reading and I think this is very important.  I also had students that were losing their journals, leaving them behind at school at not being able to complete their refelction or forgetting them at home.  It became a journal-loose-leaf-paper-mess!

So, I brainstormed...A LOT...and tried to come up with a way that I could eliminate the journals (honestly, they get heavy and annoying after a while) and possibly get my students to be more active in completing their assignments in a timely manner.  I finally came up with an idea...I started an online journal for my class.  There are so many resources out there for teachers (thank you Internet) and I came across this site called KidBlog.org.  It is specifically designed for the safety of student-teacher-classroom use and it's free (big plus in my book).  Each of my students has a personal login and password, one in which I set and cannot be changed.  I post questions to the KidBlog and they respond either in the comments or in a separate post under their own page.  My students have also been able to respond to their peers' posts.  I absolutely love it!

We've been using our KidBlog for the past couple of months and my eyes have been opened to a whole new world.  I'm excited to report that many of my students are more likely to complete their homework because they don't have to take anything home with them and they get to do it on the computer.  My students are "plugged in" to the max and I just had to find a way to tap into that resource.  The other eye opener is the consistency, or rather lack their of, of families who do not have a set schedule for the students when it comes to completing homework.  I'm absolutely baffled.  Having a conducive study location and set time for students to work on their homework in a routine matter actually makes quite a bit of difference in student success.  Kids love routine!

Growing up we had strict rules, which back then I wasn't all that fond of, but now I am extremely thankful for the guidelines that were set in our house.  One of the rules I can remember is that within a given season we were allowed to participate in only one extra-curricular activity (Thank you, Mom and Eric, so much for this rule.)  We also had to have our homework completed before we could do anything else.  My students are rushed from one activity to the next, eating dinner in the car and not getting to their homework until 9, 10, 11:00 at night.  Really?  It's no wonder my students come in acting like zombies or extremely off their rocker and then crash by 2:00.  How are my students supposed to focus, pay attention and excell in school when they aren't getting a good nights sleep and their life is a constant race?  AND where is the family time?  My guess is that family time is on the way from one event to the next in the mini-van/SUV with a TV.  Quite frankly, I probably don't have a lot of room to talk because I don't have a family...I'm just the teacher who spends the most quality time with your kid; your child that I absolutely adore and want more than anything for them to achieve to the highest that they possibly can. 

I thought my plate was full...I'm an adult and I don't have that much to worry about.  Well, a little bit, but not much.  My students are only 11 and 12 years old.  They have 10-times the amount of chaos, craziness and worries in their lives.  It's unfair, it truly is unfair.  I can only hope that I can be that solid consistency in my students' lives...that is until they move onto the next grade.

Being a teacher, one that cares, is the toughest job I have ever had to do.

I'm tired...it's 10:30...this teacher needs to get to bed.

Good night,
Mrs. MacDonald

Friday, April 1, 2011

Perfect Day

One of my favorite things to do is walk around downtown Seattle with a cup of something warm to drink in hand (usually a chai latte) and just enjoy the life that surrounds me.  More often than not I have destinations in mind and a particular routine takes place and I guess I didn't realize this until more recently.  I used to share this routine with my friend Anna, but she no longer lives in Seattle (I miss her dearly).

The routine starts off by finding parking.  I wish I knew of a great "secret" place to park that didn't cost a fortune, but I have yet to find that spot.  So, I usually find myself parking in the Pacific Place garage because I feel safe...and it's part of the routine.  Upon leaving Pacific Place through the main mall entrance, I am welcomed to the hustle and bustle of a small-town-big-city.  Hello, Seattle!  Next stop, closest Starbucks, which happens to be on Pine and 6th right across the street.  Once my warm drink is in hand I venture to the Gap, where I really can't afford anything, but if I find a hat, scarf, tights or socks on sale then I might purchase them.  After "ooing" and "aweing" over what I would like to wear I venture next door to Old Navy.  Definitely more appealing to my wallet, but I'm not always in the mood to have to dig through piles of clothing and sales racks.  I then mosey down a block and around the corner to Anthropologie.  I love going into this store purely to dream.  Wishful thinking is all that comes from Anthropologie because it is definitely out of my league for my wallet.  I love the unique display of items, the smell of their candles burning and the feeling I get...almost as if I am in another country.  I definitely enjoy the dreaming that I endeavor in Anthropologie. 

I do enjoy the shopping, or rather looking, but what I really enjoy is my next destination, Pike's Place Market.  I can spend hours down at the market taking in the smells, watching the people interact, listening to the street performers, and seeing life happen all around me. 
This is Kathy, a friend from St. John/Westport.
We shared market experiences together this past week.

In the market, off to the left of the FISH guys is a treasure called Market Spice.  This store has an abundance of teas and spices to purchase from bulk.  In the back of the store there is always a warm pot of tea brewing and samples are available.  By now my coffee is gone and the comfort smell of Market Spice tea is the perfect treat...especially on a rainy Seattle day.  
Hello Market Spice.

A purchase from Market Spice doesn't happen to often, but when it does it's always a toss up between the huckleberry and original Market Spice teas. 

If my trip into Pike's Place is earlier in the morning then I will visit my next favorite spot, the Doughnut Company.  There is something about this smell that brings back childhood memories and I couldn't figure it out until Chad mentioned something to me the other day, the doughnut machine at Wild Waters.  (Side story)  When I was younger there were a couple of summers where we had a pass to Wild Waters, a water slide park in Coeurd'Alene, Idaho.   At the water park there was a similar doughnut machine as the one at Pike's Place Market.  Instead of buying lunch, Rolan and I would put our money together and buy these mini doughnuts.  I can't recall how often we would buy and eat doughnuts for lunch, but I don't think it was too often because we didn't always have the money.  I don't think the doughnuts in the market are the same, but the smell is identical.  It's a sweet-bakery-greasy aroma and makes my stomach crave the doughnuts whenever I walk out of the Market Spice and down the side hall to the Doughnut Company location.  A couple of days ago was no exception and without question I stood in line, as there is always a line (That's a good sign, right?), and waited patiently for my hot, freshly made, 6 plain mini doughnuts. 
Mmmm...mini doughnuts.

If you look closely you can see in the window a tier of doughnuts.  The top tier has sprinkled, and cinnamon and sugar doughnuts, the middle has powdered doughnuts and the bottom has the plain doughnuts.  I should've taken a picture of the doughnut machine next to the tier of doughnuts...I guess I'll just have to go back. 

With my sack of mini doughnuts in hand, which I should also say that six mini doughnuts is enough for 2-3 people because they are so greasy and rich, I will then venture through the remainder of the market and often, get to the end, turn around and walk back through.  The flowers, the colors, the fresh fruit and vegetable samples, the street performers, the funny fishermen, the tourists, the locals, the crafts, the almond samples, the crazy people, the view of the water, the history...I love it all. 

Alas, I have taken in all that I can, or am becoming concerned about the hefty parking bill awaiting me, and will head back towards the car...

What a perfect day. 

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Three

There are three little ones that can always make me smile...no matter what.  I love all kids, but these three absolutely melt my heart and I love every minute I get to spend with them. 

He is silly.
She's down right adorable and the greatest cuddle bug.

And this is Liam.  He's sensitive.
I can't explain the love I have for him...
...really all three of them,
but this one...(sigh)...he seriously melts my heart.

These pictures were taken on Monday, the first day of Spring Break.  I'm almost certain I started last year's Spring Break with a similar lunch date.  I love you Aidan, Gia and Liam.